Matthews Mind
Read what Life really is about in a true form of art
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No life
Life is lost, yet found,
Were the waters fall, And the fires burn,
Is there love, or lust in this world,
Is life complete in your eyes, It is not in mine,
Not even close, There needs to be no war,
No violence, No hate
Without that being gone ,There is no life
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Wake Up My Life
What is this world, Were am I,
I don’t know anything, How old am I,
Am I important, or does no one care about me,
Am I suppose to be here, I’m lost I don’t know what to do,
Do I have a home, Or maybe even a wife,
Do I have a child, Some one wake me from this horrid dream,
I can’t stand this evil place, Wake me from this horrid dream,
Wake me up so I can remember who I am, I’m not insane,
I just can’t remember, Wake me up so I can live,
Take me out of this hell, I don’t remember,
So why am I here, I’ve done no wrong so let me live
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Without Your Love
Love is not just a willing thing, It is a must,
Without your love, I might as well burn in hell,
I would do anything for you, I would fly across the word,
Swim across all the oceans, Climb every mountain,
All in the freezing cold, Just to see your smile,
While you hold me in your arms, Your presence alone,
Sets all my evil thoughts away, You are more than anything on the earth alone,
I would choose you over all things, No matter what the circumstance is,
You are more than any diamand, Your beauty shines more than any sun,
Your laughs sparkles more than any star, Without your love,
I would have no reason to live, Without your love I would die
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Street Lights
Going down the ally, Watching the glowing lanterns,
And the lights on the street, Bring color into the darkness,
Of the on going night, the streets reflecting,
The glows of color, As the people on the sidewalk or in the houses,
Just stare at the sight, Consuming the beauty,
The lights give off, Dreaming that the world,
Could live in such beauty, Without violence or danger,
And without war, Living in perfect harmony,
Where the lanterns and street lights, Reflect on the streets,
Watching the dark empty color, Turn into bright living colors,
Making the world wonder, Of all it’s beauty
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Gift of Life
All this happend more or less,
The truth of it now, anyone’s guess,
I saw it all with my very eyes,
The death of one so beloved,
Now I see her haunting ghost,
The saddening tears falling,
From her sorrow eyes,
She glances, at me, and I glance back,
Wondering why I’ve gained this gift,
The gift to see those who’ve died,
Helping them through their dying wish,
This gift is why I was born,
To help those souls to move on,
Vanishing into the light beyond
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Existence
The wind howls, it speaks to us,
Swaying, a tree, for us to glance,
A sight of miracles it may be,
Inspiring us to take a step,
A step to save, the world from harm,
To protect the forests, from being torn down,
Without that forest, none would exist,
We all would fall, down to the ground,
Thinking, Why didn’t we speak,
Then all is gone
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Seasons
On going fall, both boring and dull,
Wishing for winter, to snow once again,
Sparkling, white snow falling,
Down from the heavens,
The earth receives a gift,
And freezes in time,
Until the blooming flowers come to spring,
Where everyone, becomes cheery,
For summer to begin
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I am Love
I am a person who loves
I wonder what life really is
I hear what I want to hear
I see the world go by
I want the world to live in peace
I am a person who loves
I pretend that I can’t be hurt
I feel when others hurt
I touch others hearts
I worry constantly about my freinds
I cry when they cry
I am a person who loves
I understand true feelings
I say I’ll be there if they need me
I dream that I can help everyone
I try to do my best
I hope my life does not end
I am a person who loves
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This Is Why I Live
Why me just why what have I ever done to deserve this,
I love everyone one and care for them all,
I treat my friends with the most respect,
But you don’t think I give you what you need,
Yes I treat my friends the way I do cause I truely love them,
Maybe you would be the same way,
If you grew up in the hell hole I did,
I love those close to me yes because it’s all I have to hold on to my life,
It’s all I have and all I’ll ever have
That is why I was made,
I was made to help those I love,
Thats the only way I can live
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Deja Vu
Life we are told we only live once,
Is this true cause it feels like deja vu,
A life where I can see my day before it happens,
Where I know my feelings before I should know them,
A thought that flows through my mind I already know,
This all has happend already has it not,
My minds confused cause I don’t understand the meaning of life anymore,
It feels like I am immortal were as I can’t ever leave this place,
Even after I pray to god that he can accept me into his paradise,
But all this ever will be is deja vu
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Is This Love
Is love really just showing yourself that your a failure,
Not knowing what to do or when to do it,
Wanting to take things slow but the other wanting to take things fast,
Knowing you want to remain yourself and not change no matter what,
Is this feeling of love suppose to pull me apart,
I love you so much but I dont know if i can stay,
Your changing who I am,
I can feel the tug of your love,
It scares me to death,
So can I trust this feeling or should I just run (ben a.k.a. theXartist says I should),
I’m lost and I don’t know what to do,
I don’t know if i can keep doin this,
But yet I still feel the tug of your love,
It’s like I’m under a spell,
I just can’t get you out of my head,
Your constantly in my thoughts,
Some scare me and some don’t,
I just don’t know if this is still love,
But maybe that spark can return again,
Maybe just one day
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Run
She hides her face as she weeps,
Wishing it was all a bad dream,
Missing being in her mothers arms,
Holding a rose as bright a the moon,
Trying to be as strong as she can gripping the rose to hard,
Drip by drip her red blood drops to the ground,
Staring at her she stops and turns,
Walks back to the coffin falls down crying,
Wishing her mother still alive,
Picking the rose up she puts it on her mothers chest,
Kissed her cheek and ran away from her life
